Saturday, April 21, 2001

How come it is that whenever I most want to talk to someone, everyone I call or try to get in touch with is not there?

It's that time of year. I'm starting to feel lonely again but it's ironic...I'm sick of dealing with boys and trying to make them like me. It's just one humiliating experience after another. There's always something I miss and therefore end up feeling like a fool. It's been three years since someone's made me feel like I was attractive. Three years? Is that legal? Nevertheless, Bob Marley is playing outside my window and he's telling me, "everythings going to be alright..no woman no cry" which is entirely appropriate for this mood I'm in, so I think I'll go sit outside and listen to him.