I know my last blog says life is wonderful, but right now, life is terrible. I just want to yell at someone. Inanimate objects (at which I have been yelling at already) just aren't doing it. I really want to yell at Ryan. But anyone will do. It's nothing personal. I know, I'm trying to NOT be angry because I hate it when other people lose their tempers but this whole week has just been miserable and I'm fed up. I've fallen off my fucking bike twice already, skinned both knees, the chain slipped both times...i feel like a complete numbskull at work...i'm a romantic pariah....dammit...this isn't how you're supposed to spend the first week of your twenties. dammit.