i don't understand why exactly, but tonight i just hit one of those moods...everything piled up just seems so huge all i feel like doing is bawling my eyes out. and of course everytime that happens i get lonely too and it ends up that there is inevitably no one to give hugs. or at least the right person is indisposed. as was the case tonight and good grief! i'm going insane! i dunno. fetal position sounds pretty good right now. just so.