i don't understand. why does it have to be this way? doesn't this kind of thing take work? i don't want it to end this way. i don't want it to end ever. but i guess that this is the only option-we've stopped listening to each other and we don't agree on what should be done. but i want to fight for this! i want it to work, i don't want to bow out gracefully. i don't have anything else right now. i don't have anything. now I have even less.
what's left, life? anything else you want to throw back in my face? why don't you just stop now and give us all a break. fuck you.