bandwagon? what? i'm just sitting here all by myself on the roadside

You ever get the feeling that someone is about to or has in someway been a tremendous asshole to you, and when you find out in what particular way you don't feel any better for knowing you were right about that person?

What if that also makes you feel like giving up, for a little while, or at least until you can be someplace else or meet someone new, on trying to get close to or care about anyone?

What if it's hard to focus on anything else, what for the anger and the sadness that consumes you?

What if you just don't want to try anymore? What about a break from reality or a vacation from the everyday? What about rest?